now accepting all the assistance/support i can get.

August 29, 2012 § 3 Comments

my body is trying it’s hardest to convince me [and really … part of me wants to be convinced] to not go off the klonopin. it’s even throwing depression back in my face as of today, as if to say, ” see? see what could happen? do you want this again?”
but i’m not buying it.

it’s just a trick. a fun house mirror and too much cotton candy.

yet it’s all so real in the moment. and my body aches so very much. and i am not sleeping. and it would be SO damned easy to just give in and up …

but i won’t.

i won’t.

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